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.Sunday, May 8, 2011 ' Y

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What you want from me is completely intertwined . You wont expect it until it leaves you . You know ...

Lets talk about my life now . Hmm , it has gotten worse each day . My life totally sucks each day . The most person I need , whats with you ?

My parents is under process of separating . The first time they told us , we're like , sad , blablabla . But as soon as I forget about it , you know , it wont harm you again .

When Im not okay , I just want someone to run to me and hug me , and says , " I know you're not okay . Don't lie . " Just that . Hurhur , dream on .

My life is as worse as the turtle's life . Urgh , wait ! Why am I using turtle ? Why not deer or what . Im so full of nonsense .

Cinta monyet ? - True . Im still young , why a I even liking someone I know I shan't ? Isn't it a waste of my time ? Waiting for the capital HIM . You know boy , once a girl is attract to you , they will , for a long period of time ? But I'm trying and forcing myself to let humans down and focus more on my studies . It will bring for life , love , wait for me by the age of 20+! Heheheh .

I'm speaking in what I can . I'm speaking while I can . I know , no matter what I do , My mum , My siblings And of course God <3 Will always be by me ♥♥♥

Should go now ..................... Hunting you _|_

Labels: You can't deny ♥♥

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.Friday, June 25, 2010 ' Y

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hello jiwaku , dan sayang ku . =)
hows life . i hope fine ?
me so so so fine !
just noow i paiseh siol !
psst !
bcoz of my brother , fouzy !!
urghhh !!!!!!!!!!

im pissed , so bye !

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.Monday, June 21, 2010 ' Y

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anyeong !! how is life ?? sucks !! to the core babe !! bye !

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.Friday, June 11, 2010 ' Y

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hellow wellow marshmellow !!
HAHHAHAHAH !! long time horh never post .
i lazy bo lah !
kay , i miss him and dats all ..
i told shikin , neena and aqilah about something ..
wow .. he makes my heart BOOM BOOM !!
lol ! BOOMX ! hahahahh !
shakirah , tengok taw !!
tapi aku ingat , janga tengok rupa , tengok hati ..
=D
bye !! im going to log off ! adios !

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.Friday, June 4, 2010 ' Y

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hello ! me boring . =((
seriously seyy . wanna go out .
but NO onne is available .
so how ??
hahahaha !
kay lah , i wanna bye !!

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. ' Y

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moshi2 ! today kinda fun ! i post now ( afternoon)

cause i dun wanna forget what i do today !

first , in the morning , wake up (duhh !) ,

bathe , online facebook , get ready to cook .

i cook simple dishes like squid something2 .

then , i get bored after cooking ,

so i browse the internet and

look for the thai fried squid recipe ( which is done SUCCESSFULLY ! )

im sooooo happy ! haha ..

after that , i ate with my brother ,

while watching TV , then , around 12/11++

i chat with aqilah , asked her can

go west plaza or not ,

so she say can !

im sooo happy aqayn .

hhaa !

then changed , then go out , then reach then hi!

haha !

fun , fun , fun !

then we go lepakx at aqilah's playground near her block .

then her mama called ask her buy something ,

then we go to NTUC , then , she say ,

wanna go up her house to put the things she bought ,

so , i asked her to bring her brother down ,

so she did onwards .

bla bla bla . play until 3.20 ,

then rain starts to drizzle ,

so , i say wanna go home . =( ..

so i did .

so , when i go home , quickly check my face book ,

then saw a reply from safiy ,

read read read ,

then , i chat with aqilah , amir , fariq and wahba .

kinda fun chatting , cause , if not ,

imma be bored .

hahhahahha ! lol . !

so , later , i gonna cook fried prawn . hahha !

so ,

buhbye !

adios , minatos !!

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.Thursday, June 3, 2010 ' Y

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yosh ! today , morning2 , mummy asked me to get ready to go out .

how cool . around 10 plus ,

i bathe , changed and done ! out of house ,

take bus ( 359 ) to Whitesands and bought bubble tea ,

then take the lift to level 4 and went in to the library . .

i borrowed 1 book so do mum . then went out ,

go to value shop to buy 3 bottles of sour mentos . hahahah !

then , we bought old changkee . eww ! trans fat oil . ish ish .

feel like vomiting . while eating ,

i saw my brother's friends .

so , whatever , then i go top up my ez-link .

then we go take mrt , then stop at tanah merah ,

the place where many people kill themselves .

it gives me a scary impression .

then we go take the train in the middle platform to expo and airport .

then reach , i quicky walk2 with momma , thn reach to hall 4 ,

quickly look for my sister .

bla bla bla , we shop there almost 2 hours .

leg , crammed .

bla bla bla ~ ...

went home almost around 3.30 pm ??

hahhah ! from 11 am to 3.30 pm ? nyahha !

me hate but love to shop !

okay2 .! tomorrow going to top up my prepaid card ..

$10 dollars only leh ! serious mah ???

walao ! help me ! i need $ 15 more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wait till my sister's salary . =D

and btway , tomorrow is my oppa's back from camp (ncc) ! hahah .

long time never chat . haha !

today almost 12 hours never use kakak's lappy .

kay lah ! bye !!

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.Wednesday, June 2, 2010 ' Y

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hello !

boomxx ! 1 more minute to 12:20 am ! haha

now , im so used to sleep late .

nyahaha ! sleeping later on.

haizz . boring . NO ONE TO TALK TO ! seriously ..

kay lah . till here i blog .

i'll try to upload or update things sooner kay ?

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. ' Y

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helo blog and pples !

i just had a chat with asyraf ( coral ) and he said to me that

hold on yah . i gonna copy paste .

''Yooo!
6:33pmLovejunk
13 more days to one month but dat ***** had to break upp!!!!!''

thats waht he said to me .

i was asleep at that time . so went i woke up . , im shocked almighty !!

hahaha . okayy , i pity him .

surely , he can , will , and possibly may cry . haha

okaay whatever .

talk about mey can ? oh , well , life as per normal .

aqilah whole day never on9 . which makes me feel

BORING !!!

okay ... i cheer my self up now . haha .

no one is keeping me company now .

today morning , i went for a breeze walk + jogging .

fuuyooh ! fun + tired . the cold morning seems to

ask me NOT to jog cause its fun to just have a walk . hhaha .

wish aqilah and nabilah was there ? haha .

im stil not feeling well .

running nose and coughing . tch ,tch , tch . thats bad .

kay lah . till here , im signing off . bye !

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.Tuesday, June 1, 2010 ' Y

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hey baby ! haha !

just now went to lepaq with nabilah and aqilah .

haha . fun x 3 . ouh yah . around 5.30 , neena came down .

sweet . >

17 june going out with my dear meridian friends . >

love them truck loads ..

haha ! so now what ?

this 3 days , my appetite , ish ish ish , low sia .

i only eat 1 time a day .

good right ? i like ! i got the disease from aqilah >

haha . jkjk ! so are you buzy now ?

wish someone is here with me . anyone can ?

need a hug , need some talk , need some jokes .

aqilah n nabilah , ! come ! haha !!

boring lah ! come on .. cant i have some joy !?

lalalalalalalalala!

i wish i can use somebody ~ credits to KOL - use somebody >

paramore ! I LOVE !

who is in my side ??

i noe i noe . thank you , thank you !!

today my font colour is as bright as anything you can think about .

haha !! so , whoever is reading all his now ,

thank you for spending some minutes

reading all this , its the same as

keeping me in company ,

right ?

MUACKSZZXX !! :*

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.Sunday, May 30, 2010 ' Y

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nyahhaa ! its been long time since i blogged . lazy liao . <3 . its hard to live now . haha ! im bullshiting now . i realise , many people will be there for when i need them ! example , priscilla wee , michelle de'jennifer , safiy , aqilah , neena , and many others . they are what we call true friend . seriously , i appreciate having them in my life . <3 ..

so yeah , i passed my exams , well ! with flying colours ! KABOOM ! sobss , mummy never buy me anything .. wey ! im top 5 leh .! im 5th in class lei .. mummy . . lol .

im not that pampered . hahah ! so i dont care !

i need money you noe .. really2 need money .
anyone wanna donate ? haha ! kidding !
my legs hurt .
and me love cooking ! ive cook korean traditional pancake !
and so damn difficult . but its a success !
i wanna open a restaurant . many people knew , from last yr . <3>
and yesterday , i made fried ice cream ! and its a success tooo ! !
ive promise to cook for reena ,
''halima , dont forget ! '' -halima
hahha !

actually , i wanna say something , nahh
keep it to yourself lah ..
i had this feeling . NVM !
no need tell !! hahhaha !

so , i wanna buy flour and butter , so that i can make sugar cookies ! yum yum !
i wanna do it ! haha ! hope its a success to .
wahh , i have magical hands in cooking .
as you noe , im the chef of the house ,
thats why im like a humdy dumpty . =DD
hahaha !

NO SCHOOL , LIKE NO LIFE !!

so i guess , till here .. i go ..
signing off , halimaTOOT ! haha !
i wanna go out ! <3>

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.Sunday, April 11, 2010 ' Y

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da brape bulan dA .. haizzz .. tanx biyy . love you !

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.Saturday, April 3, 2010 ' Y

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alooo !!! miss school and 'him'.. hehe ... bla bla .. good thing ive done my tuition homework quick ... bla bla ... I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY !!!!!!!!!!!!
=D =D =D

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.Thursday, April 1, 2010 ' Y

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hey there ! akuu jatoh cinta !! hahaha ...

blank siak otaq aku .. seriously .. lala land .!]

tak tawu nak cakap aperh uh .. now wat >?? im freaking blank .. haiizzz

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.Saturday, March 27, 2010 ' Y

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hey there ! long time no post anything lor .. miss talking with indah and reena all .. apologise 100 times if i do anything wrong aytes .. sorry i realise my eng bad LOR ...

okay now next to my school topic .. go around the school , eyes on me , and say ''eh fouzy's sister !!'' then i was like ''damn NOO !!!qawd , wrong way !''(no way to go)....bla bla .. change topic kay ???
I HATE MS YEO ! so like what .. then when she come to my class , i was like act FANATIC ... hate you ...

this friday planning to go out of this island to MALAYSIA ! with fouzy whom u may noe , and the rest except fer my sister , kakak ku sayang , we are holiday-ing .. woohoo ! exams are coming , i guess .. anotther 5 weeks ? crazy huh ? qawd . cant cope i guess . last exam only 3 distinctions . now i tri to get at least 5 DIST .. tomorrow gonna start my FIRST tuition ever through out my WHOLE life . nervous huh ?yeah ...

missing MERIDIAN PRIMARY SO SO MUCHH... cannot go in .. what the ??? teacher's day then can ? later cannot also . like the cny day when we want to go in ... ...miss mrs lim and cikgu aisyah ... love youh !

AND ALSO ! IM NOW YAYA RAIN !NO LONGER HONUKU! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ...

and guess what ? amir is asking me to help him in finding a gal ... ''JODOH'' ... lame .. he in a relationship wth some1 than later break up .... so the playboy ... kay lah .. im signing of , bcoz , the post is so long baby ... bye !!!

love us , the angel's high ...aqilah , sabrina ( neena ) , shikin , zawiah and me ...

Labels: and qeelah .., love you baby, neena, weeah

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.Saturday, February 27, 2010 ' Y

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hey there .. ill try to update seldom aytes .. sial lah .. my class , omg damn lah ... u noe what ? as the vice chairman i try to shut my class up but to no avail ... they are so damn noisy .... till i hate my class .. miss 6b , 5f, 4g , 3c , 2c and 2h , and also 1c alot !! damn ...

what to do ? missing you guys is the only thing i can do . hope we will keep in touch ..even now some of you have changed ... no no no . never even reply my msgs ... haha . its okay .. ^.^ .

i love you all my ex-classmates ...

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.Wednesday, February 24, 2010 ' Y

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hey there everyone ! been quite a long time since i blogged my expressions .. zzz haha .. miss meridian friends . now i am in loyang . fun ? i dk .. im the vice chairman . sore throat occur almost everyday .. cannot keep their mouth/s shut .. f*** them lah .. pls add me at msn ..(to those hu have not only ) . honuku97@hotmail.com ..

pls dont ask , '' why ur name honuku ? what does it means ? or whatsoever !.. pls ! tanx for the kind consideration .. haha .

signing off coz dk wat to discuss abt . anything text me , email me , call me .

TATA !!

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.Monday, November 9, 2009 ' Y

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boring sia today.mum had confiscated my phone.omg.
kinda bored wthout it man.

'figuring out what to do now'
now what?
just now i 'roam' at the internet looking for more recipes.
yesterday i try to make the korean seaweed soup.
i like the taste of the seaweed.
soury taste.shiok!wait till fasting month is over then i can
cook 4 my friends.i mean PSLE then cook for class.
maybe.good luck yeah 4 incoming Listening Comprehension P sixes.hahax

Got To Go!
ill be posting pictures of friends at here.but do
not noe haw to.haha

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.Thursday, September 3, 2009 ' Y

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siak arh.zai kate aku bully amir.bile mase.takde time sia.during maths class?aku cume diri utk amek marks 4 prelim maths.

during english?aku duduk tepi lepas terano bryan nye mate..innocent sia
aku suro zai bobal ngan dorang.bb

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.Thursday, August 20, 2009 ' Y

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wah heng la~oral done waiting 4 prelims and psle other thing!yetaaaaa!!!!

got to go.

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.Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ' Y

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yesterdae very unlucky liao...1st during recess play.i run run run then fell.then recess time i buy aloe grape.while i drinkin,i 4gt to close the wth the cap then i was like 'throwing'.then spill kenna Sabrina.haha.sooo damn sorry dear.then sab and aqilah want to put their cups at the place.then left me and dahl oni.i wanna close the bottle then suddenly the bottle fell.then i was like staring at the water spilling out.damn freaking irritating!

then yesterday my damn spelling.so hard.but....not that freaking hard la.

hmm just now mrs lim neva come.den class so little bit.

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.Wednesday, July 29, 2009 ' Y

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i just finish my studies.2morrow is my LC.so sian.never study dat LC.only maths and practice oral.so far today is rather fun.i ohk wth Sabrina oready.sorry for fighting wth u dat time.

im typing in mly rite now.4 those who dont understand,get lost.haha.jkjk.

niari bnyk pancar robah.haha.tdi gado ngan zai kecik sbb die amek fullscap aku.zzz.bustard.abeh aku jatoh.sedap.bnyk kwn aku tlg.abe LZS cakap,HOB!my HOB bank are you ohk?den i burst into laughter.haha.abeh lepas tu art and club.aku lupe nak bwk brg art jadi,nth to do.haha.aku sikit pndai aku amek nadirah nye bende abeh buat.wat i mean is borrow.bukan AMEK!salah ckp.haha.1st time tau aku bikin pnjang2.abeh LZS maen maen.kite maen cmpk2 stick.abeh TER kene JH.jian hong.abeh die pekik.abeh cmpk balek pat ZS.ZS mrh larh.abeh die and Jian Hong ckp tak tau ape kejada abeh ZS mrh2.die tendang kerusi alahai kene Jian Hong nye kaki abeh die nangis.satu group of guls pujok die.eeeeeeeee.abeh ZS pekik pekik abeh ling fei pekik balek pat die.abeh aku ngan lelaki ngan some guls kcw2 Jian Hong.LOL!!abeh aku maen kejar2 ngan ZS mcm lah budak kecik.haha.abeh Rina,akram,brannon,wahba pon join.so boring abeh aku mls nak continue!!!!!!penat la sia.ngantok pon ade.mix la.
kene urot abg aku.zzzz.

dats all.end of story.haha.see ya any days and wish me good luck 4 my exam tomorrow!my frens out there wish u gd luck and best of luck!!!

Lots and lots and lots of love from Halimatus-Sa'diyah or Honuku-Chu-en.haha.flying kiss!

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.Friday, July 24, 2009 ' Y

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sigh...so boring.feel like sleeping man.i sleep late wake up at 4 am to help mum cook.she is doing a kinda of a charity.soo boring.my phone is not wth me rite now.will be receiving only on Saturday.gtg..bb..

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.Saturday, July 4, 2009 ' Y

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Its been a long time i neva post...today i cook nasi lemak.haha..school has open and i really happy to see my friends.haha.i miss studies too and even my PE lessons.bored bored bored.sooo many boring days.need not explain.

last two days,i watch 'the message'.the story is abt prophet muhammad.very sad as he had done many things 4 islam.tpi takde umat islam sekarang appreciate pon skrg.mungkin anda di sana patut tengok juge..

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.Thursday, June 25, 2009 ' Y

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im bored rite here....dont exactly noe wat do..teacher call last two days.asking me to do my hw.
as if i had not done my hw b4...nvm.i've done my hw wat.

im cooking right now.sambal sotong..yum yum...

Signing Off...

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.Sunday, June 21, 2009 ' Y

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soo long never post..so boring,dat time my bro punch me liao.soo painful.idiot la.he tought he so pro like a gangster.u noe....

nth to sae...dats me

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.Tuesday, June 9, 2009 ' Y

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ehy,just now i cried..the tv show of channel u or 8 remind me of my grandfather..abt the volunteer thing at arnd 10-11pm show...

his smiles,laughs,advices,pains,careness and his cute face while eating remind me of my lovely grandfather...ican still remember his last wish 4 me..bt cnnt be told...i really wanna grant his wish..ohk2..his wish for me was to study hard.
he will always say my brother is my father while father is my brother.lolzz.

.JUST 4 YOU ATOK.
(AND I'M SORRY 4 NOT SEEING U FOR THE LAST TIME.......)

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.Monday, June 8, 2009 ' Y

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i soo happy today!Sabrina edit my blog 4 me..so nice!tanx soo much!and sorry to trouble you!todays weather is so shiok!hahaxxx...mum cook nasi lemak and i cook the rice.ohk end of conversation!bye-bye!cya!

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. ' Y

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eh sial lah!many errors sia!i dont wanna make such errors anymore!OMG!!nehhh..it is ohk.chill man..ouh..i wanna take a nap.very sleepy....Bye-bye!

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. ' Y

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hey..today ohk2 lah not very boring.i only cook fried maggi mee..i cook 4 my family at home.then mum came back she order pizza..im sick of outside food.ohk wateva...i wanna go out!!im boring NOW!!!every body is sleeping...lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!!!!

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.Sunday, June 7, 2009 ' Y

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My dear peeps,i'll miss u all for sure during this holiday:
Maniac Riotz
1)Sharifah Zawiah <3
2)Indah <3
3)Noorashikin <3
4)Nurul Aqilah <3
5)Puteri Syafiqah <3
New members of Maniac Riotz
6)A'bidah <3
7)Nur Sabrina <3
Other human beings at school....
Especially 6 Benevolence

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. ' Y

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heyo peeps.im soo bored today.home neva cook anything except i cook korean stir fry beef.then fouzy woke up..he also wanna kepo.soo far today is the best day.mum say one of dis days we will be watching movie.KIV lor..every year the same..
i feel soo hot today.today has been the hottest day..the worse!OMG.

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.Saturday, June 6, 2009 ' Y

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wake up like hell already.soo hot sia.this few day i think can cook things wth using fire...lolzz..i reallllyyyy miss school.i rather stay at school then home lor.home must do many things liao.so boring!!!!!!!i wanna go school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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